hoping for a miracle...

if you're hearing my prayers,
how i wish a miracle would happen,
right now...
please,
let this miracle happen.
i really need it right now.
cause this is my only hope
that i'm really wishing for...
all i ask is just one miracle.
please let it happen...
please...

i dont want it to all end here.
not tonight...
not tomorrow.
not so soon.
its not the time yet...
its too sudden...
please...
let one miracle happen this time...


lucifixangel

~~Exams

exam's tomorrow...
need to study for this bloody subject,
computing principles.
gawd, how much i HATE this subject,
the info and notes wont seem to absorb into my mind...
*smack head on the table*
on the other hand,
i'm busy watching dir en grey videos again...
how nostalgic...
their old videos...
back when they're so playful...
unlike now.
old already, what to do..
should i say matured??
hehe
alrite, need to revise now...
adieu~

sick again...

one more assignment to do,
n then
here comes mid-term exams,
n i'm sick already.
cause was rushing to finish up my bloody assignments
since last week.
there were 3 assignments.
sigh.
need to revise my bloody Finite Maths after that.
gawd, i hate MATHS.
gotta finish up my M'sian studies assignment now.
adieu...

*coughs blood*

(O.o)?

~GIMME CAFFEINE!!!

my hair is bloody short for now.
makes my face look damn round.
&$#@!@&*^@*
n i'll be a new panda species too. O.O
...tak cukup tidur...
as usual

yup, i've been addicted to coffee this lately.
especially chilled latte n nescafe 'o' ais.
y'day i had two cans of latte within 3 hours.
n today, i had latte before study skills class
n then had nescafe o ais before english class as well.
seems like an overdose amount.
but compared to my frens n my brother,
its no big deal to them.
but this is my first time doing something like that.
n i used to hate drinking coffee.
a-haha.
i cant seem to stop myself from drinking latte too.
XP
these are my effects of not enough sleeps since college started.
n i can start feeling the amount of assignments that i've been delaying is increasing more n more.
(O.O)''
hehehe.
this week n next week i'll be having pop quizzes n short tests.
n this only takes 5% of the marks for the FIA course.
so little.
damn kedekut.
hmmpphh.

anyway, i miss the way how my old blog style used to look like.
so decided to change it back.
n yea...
i 've added e-m-o sentences again.
hihi ^___^
feels so much better like this.
lol

mid-term exams is around the corner too.
around middle of Oct i guess
need to re-check my schedule again.
n i'm really glad that it will be over before i turn bloody sweet 18.
YIPPEE!!!
(^0^)/
n i'm so gonna celebrate HALLOWEEN this YEAR!!!
with a birthday cake for myself.

bloody this week i will have to attend college from monday till saturday.
all no thanks to raya holidays.
n 2moro will a 3-darn-long-bloody-boring-hours of malaysian's studies.
how to overcome sleepyness in class?
MAKE SOME NOISE PPL!!!

till then,
nitey nites, moi blog.
XOXO
* in a hyper bored + sleepy+ frustrated mood*

there goes raya...

raya ended so soon. lol
today i've skipped m'sian studies class just to do a photoshoot with my friends for the college magazine cover for halloween special. things turned out well though it got delay for awhile.
Computer principle class was kinda boring too.
somehow i miss my 2 friends that i usually hang out with, Jun and Andrea. Haha.
i'm so gonna hug them 2moro when i see them.
LOL.

i've cut my hair recently too.
it became damn damn short.
no more long hair for now cuz my hair is kinda damaged. it look like dry grasses?? >.>
well, its all because i've dyed my hair bout 4-5 times in a duration of 9 months.
how awesome is that...
therefore, i just chopped it off.
n now i look like some lil boy.
*bangs heads on table*
oh well...
nvm...
tata..
till then..
muax!!!

college?

started college since tuesday.
hmm... so far so good but there's lot of things to settle as well.
orientation day only held for a day
n we started class the following day.
so fast... O.O
the thing i like about my college is that our location is surrounded by so many
restaurants n cafe n stationeries shop!!! basically everything i need/want is there.
so darn convenient. hehe.

n bout my job,
I AM STILL WORKING.
YIPPEE!!!
moi boss dun wanna let go of me for gawd knows what reasons la..
i am somehow in love with my job.
i mean... its fun working if u have insane colleagues.
hehehe...
hope i can handle all this hectic schedule i brought to myself.
till then,
tata.
^^

crap...

ignore my title as usual.
i juz dunno what to name it.
just finish watching 'How I Met Your Mother' with my both brothers.
this episode was my all time favourite.
lol
bout Barney & Marshall slapbet continues.
seriously made me laughed non-stop after seeing Barney get a BIG slap.
hehe.

anyway, today's work was so-so.
was so gawd damn sleepy for the 1st time since i've started working.
been yawning non-stop for the whole day.
n my manager nearly made me wanna slap him back...
that manager of mine has a habit of teasing ppl to max...
n my whole face turned tomato-red wei!!! n i nearly turned emo
no thanks to him.. Hmmph.
CURSES!!!

i know i cant get that guy but its not easy to get over him..
n especially when there's someone new in the picture.
damn, she's cute n all that n wanted to be close with him...
i admit i was a lil jealous at first but i didnt mind it at all after that.
n then...
my stupid manager kept teasing me though he n i were just good friends n kept saying...
'it's alrite, i understand how u feel,
dun be jealous ye...?'
saying once is okay. but not millions of times!!!
i couldnt face that guy at all when we talked just now.
all i know is keep avoiding.
avoid eye contact.
for fear he might notice it.
but now, i guess its already not a big deal to me now.
kinda get over with it.

now, i cant wait to go for vacation with my whole family next week.
we're going to the beach again!!!
WHEEE!!!
i just love going to beaches.
it just calm me down a lot everytime i go there.
i've been thinking what activities are we gonna do there.
for sure there's gonna be drinking AGAIN!!!
XDXDXD
n i'm gonna treat my family dinner with my salary

till then.
tata.

my recent updates...


a pic of my lil cat, Tot-chi.
pretty adorable n friendly. =)
a random pic of me after worktime. the yellow shirt is our uniform btw.
lastly, a recent pic of me n my colleague, Juliana.
she never failed to acc me to get ice-cream everyday after work. XD